the unraveling

i don’t think i’ve ever felt unraveling till now ….. there’s no description for what pushing every last bit of you into a yr feels like is there ? and then stopping to take a breath …i feel like a 2 inch tape machine rewinding well sitting here, all i can think of is a insignificant, but desperate need for a cuppa tea…. its either that or an afternoon vodka hmm.. the journey feels like it only just begun….we just released the upside… then again …i don’t think it ever stops …. music never needed to be about albums and cycles.. it always stays relevant.. something easily forgotten in the eyes and ears of the artist…. the desire is to always re invent to peel away . maybe just to unravel.. to get closer to the core … i think maybe my core is a caveman?…someone that likes digging holes in the sand at least .. whats it like to be a true listener? i’ve always just made music ….or noise…
t